Your feelings of anger towards vegans have nothing to do with them, it is the shame you are feeling (it's ok it is healthy shame) and you are angrily projecting it on to the vegans (and I am projecting mine on to you - so I win) | You feel ashamed because you know you are actively contributing to innecessary cruelty and you have a choice to stop but you do not and the vegans know you know and you know the vegans know you know and the vegans ... anyway

https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2019/sep/06/vegans-why-wont-they-leave-us-alone-to-consume-the-flesh-of-tortured-animals-in-peace